One of the most worst things that you could ever do to someone. If you're not happy with who you're with, then fucking leave them. There isn't a use to staying around when you don't even feel the same way anymore. Don't think about how much you're going to hurt them, of course it's going to hurt them. But cheating on them would be worse than just breaking up with them. By breaking up with them, you're giving them time, time to get over you. By staying around just because you don't want to cause them pain will just give them false hope. Causing them even more pain. As each day goes by, you're only making them suffer more and more as they fall for you even harder as each day goes by. If you're not happy, then leave. It's as simple as that. There is no excuse for cheating on someone. If you did it, then you did it. The end. So do the one that couldn't handle losing you a favour, leave. While they're still capable of going on without you. Don't leave it too late. You never know what could happen to them if you've been there for them too long. They start to lean on you, you become apart of them. They make you their everything and once you leave, they'll be left with nothing. So leave, while they still have something..

Here's to the kids; the kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke and Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. Here's to the kids, whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who were never too good at life, but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out Boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV and blame MTV for ruining their life. Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts. Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. Here's to the kids who hum "a little less 16 candles, a little more touch me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who have read the Perks of Being a Wallflower and didn't feel so alone after doing so. Here's to the kids who spend their days in photo booths with their best friends. Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep. Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids that are okay with that. Here's to the kids. This one's not for the kids who always get what they want, but for the ones who never had it all. It's not for the kids who never get caught, but for the ones who never had it all. This one's for the kids who didn't make it, we were the kids who never made it; the overcast girls and the underdog boys. Not for the kids who had it all their joys. This one's for the kids who never faked it. We're the kids who didn't make it. They say "breaking hearts is what we do best," and "we'll make your heart be ripped out of your chest". The only heart that I broke was mine, when I got my hopes up too high. We were the kids who didn't make it. We are the kids who never made it.

I want someone I can be myself around, no matter what. I want someone that can understand that I can become moody for no reason or that sometimes I will just start crying and that they will be there to let me cry on their shoulder and tell me everything is alright. I want someone that will let me wear jacket even if it makes them cold, but just for them to know that I'm not cold should make them happy. I want someone that will hold my hand and hold me infront of their friends and show me off as if I am his prized possession and that he won't change and try to mock or embarrass me infront of his friends. I want someone that tells me they look beautiful every day and that they couldn't ask for anyone else in their lives. I want someone that will spend a weekend just cuddling on sofa watching endless amounts of movies and eating pizza. I want someone that would never judge from my past and will make my future. I want someone that would spend hours making a cute card instead of spending their money on a present to impress me. I want someone that can accept the fact that I won't always try to look my best but they can accept me with my hair tied in my pjamas. I want someone that will kiss my forehead when they say goodnight. I want someone that won't disrespect me or treat me wrong. I want someone that I can rely on. I want someone I can speak to about anything and everything and for them to not judge me. I want someone that will fight for my corners for me when I get weak. I want someone to care for me and make me cups of tea when I become ill. I want someone that will lay with me for hours and not speak a word, just accepting the silence. I want someone that will send cute late night messages. But most of all, I want you.

WISH ME LUCK!

Because women's work is never done and is underpaid or unpaid or boring or repetitious and we're the first to get fired and what we look like is more important than what we do and if we get raped it's our fault and if we get beaten we must have provoked it and if we raise our voices we're nagging bitches and if we enjoy sex (words) we're nymphos and if we don't love we're frigid and if we love women it's because we can't get a "real" man and if we ask our doctor too many questions we're neurotic and/or pushy and if we expect children we're selfish and if we stand up for our rights we're aggressive and "unfeminine" and if we don't we're typical weak females and if we want to get married we're out to trap a man and if we're unnatural and because we still can't get an adequate safe contraceptive but men can walk on the moon and if we can't cope or don't want a pregnancy we're made to feel guilty about abortion and...for lots and lots of other reasons we are part of the women's liberation movement.

Him.      You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you and tells you, you're prety and cute. He asks you about your past relationships and you asks him about his. When you tell him you've been hurt multiples time, he tells you that those guys are all jerk and stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then share tell him some more stories about your past and he tells you about his.

     He start flirting with you and you start flirting back. Then he ask for your number and you give it to him right away. The next day he texts you and tells you good morning and tells you to have a good day. Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine and wait for him every day to text you.  Whenever you recieve something from him, you start smiling and your day instantly becomes better.

     He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night and he always asks if you are tired and if you want to go to bed. The night conversations you have with him are always the best and the deepest. You sleep when he sleeps and he sleeps when you sleep. Now he wants to meet up and hang out with you.

     Wheny ou meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him and you feel butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him. Now you have to tell your friends about what an amazing guy he is and you are interested in him. Soon he confesses that he is interested in you and you tell him that the feeling is mutual. You go on more dates with him and he starts giving you nicknames and calling you baby. You feel like you're the happiest girl alive and the feeling is so strong between you guys.

     One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys talk now, it's only because you hit him up first. Things changed and you don't understand what unexpectedly happened. He stops putting effort talking to you and doesn't show that he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy and you don't want another girl in the picture.

     You can't help wondering what went wrong. You ask him if anything is wrong and he tells you that everything is fine. Then you start thinking he's mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to relax and everything's okay. He tells you that he's just been busy. So you wait for a while and nothing is changing.

     He's still "busy" all the time and he doesn't even try to talk to you. Now every time you talk to him it becomes an argument. And you get scared that you are being annoying by hitting him up first, so you stop talking to him. Months pass, and you don't talk to him at all. You never know what happened from his point of view.

     Because of him, every day and night, you're hurt and upset. You don't know what went wrong in the relationship between you two. Your friends tell you to forget him and that he doesn't deserve someone like you. But you can't seem to listen to them, you're already attached to him. You miss the old person he used to be and you don't even know what he has changed into.

     And one day, you see that he has a new girl in his life. He's calling her cute names and telling her everything he used to tell you. He calls her baby and tells her he thinks she's gorgeous. He tells her everything you've heard before. He seems completely fine without you and now he has someone else to talk and text every day and night.

     You refuse to believe that he played you, but it's true. You're still hurt and he has already moved on. You're still sad and everything you do reminds you of him. You can't stop thinking about him and you cry every night thinking about him. You still secretly hope that one day he will start talking to you again and you guys will pick up where you last left off but you also know that it will never ever happened.

     You compare every guy you know meet with him. He's already forgotten about you but you're still having a hard time letting go. Sound familiar?